Pretty much sucks to sit beside you,
because I really want to talk to you,
but I know things will never be the same again,
and our friendship can never be mended,
and we can never be back and as close as we are last time.
Things will change and never be back forever...
Princess
01 October 2015
25 September 2015
Leaving the world
21 August 2015
Fucked
It has been a pretty great
year for me at first but I realize, it did not last long. Some things just came
crashing down on me and I feel that I can’t take it anymore.
I had been dreading
school, and hated learning new things, not in terms of academic but the things
around us, and sometimes I wish that I do not find out new things because ignorance
is a bliss.
It had been a really
tiring week for me. To feign ignorant, to keep a smile on my face, and to
convince everyone else that I’m happy but myself. I lived in self-denial, for I
did not want to face the truth, for I did not want to get hurt, but I know that
I’m already hurt.
It may be easy for others
to say “cheer up” but in our hearts, we all know is just a fake smile and the
happiness is not genuine.
Dear friends
Dear friends,
It's been a really tiring week, or even weeks.
We all know that life is tough, and everyone is struggling
But I am really tired.
Tired of you treating as an replacement,
only looking for me when you need me.
Tired of you treating me like a plastic bag,
throwing all you trash and problems at me,
and dump me aside when I'm "full" of my own problems.
Tired of living in misery everyday,
yet putting on a smile,
convincing everyone else that I'm happy,
but I know I'm not.
It's been a really tiring week, or even weeks.
We all know that life is tough, and everyone is struggling
But I am really tired.
Tired of you treating as an replacement,
only looking for me when you need me.
Tired of you treating me like a plastic bag,
throwing all you trash and problems at me,
and dump me aside when I'm "full" of my own problems.
Tired of living in misery everyday,
yet putting on a smile,
convincing everyone else that I'm happy,
but I know I'm not.
19 August 2015
Friends...
Friends are never always there for you,
because once they used you, they throw you aside.
Friends are never trustable,
because they always replace you despite saying millions of "I love you".
Friends are never dependant,
because they leave you when you need them most.
Friends are like a knife,
they stab you,
they remain in you,
but yet constantly hurting you,
and leaving you to bleed to death.
Friends.
because once they used you, they throw you aside.
Friends are never trustable,
because they always replace you despite saying millions of "I love you".
Friends are never dependant,
because they leave you when you need them most.
Friends are like a knife,
they stab you,
they remain in you,
but yet constantly hurting you,
and leaving you to bleed to death.
Friends.
14 August 2015
Spare Tire?
08 August 2015
Unloved
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