Tired

Sometimes, being tired from life isn't an excuse to escape from it,
It's just reminding herself about all the bullshit she is facing,
with no one there to care and love,
because they can never understand how she felt.

Sometimes, being tired of life will not stop people from judging and insulting her,
it just saddens her more,
and eventually collapse.

Sometimes, being tired of life is also tired of smiling,
wearing those masks facing her friends and family,
until midnight,
when she is alone,
she breaks down,
leaving her pillows damp for the whole night,
and the next morning,
another mask yet again.

She is now the type of girl,
that can be so hurt,
yet still look at you and smile.