It has been a pretty great
year for me at first but I realize, it did not last long. Some things just came
crashing down on me and I feel that I can’t take it anymore.
I had been dreading
school, and hated learning new things, not in terms of academic but the things
around us, and sometimes I wish that I do not find out new things because ignorance
is a bliss.
It had been a really
tiring week for me. To feign ignorant, to keep a smile on my face, and to
convince everyone else that I’m happy but myself. I lived in self-denial, for I
did not want to face the truth, for I did not want to get hurt, but I know that
I’m already hurt.
It may be easy for others
to say “cheer up” but in our hearts, we all know is just a fake smile and the
happiness is not genuine.
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